Gone Pt. II

I love you but,

I refuse to be your consolation prize

I am a human being with feelings

why's that so hard to recognize?

You're not gonna continue to fuck me over

I won't continue chasing after you

I will never let you anywhere

near my heart ever again

You say you're gonna keep running

where the hell are you running to?

back to the blackened hole

where you are used to the lies?

curling up in your crawlspace

where no one can hear your cries?

I tried to be your everything

tried to open your eyes

to the world around you

but you always run and hide

you don't know what you want

I'm tired of being punished

if you don't want me in your life

then I'm gone forever...

Gone Pt. I

Brave and fearless I took a chance with my heart

tricked into believing that it was worthy of your embrace

setting foot into your battlefield of love

thinking you would hold me tight

hoping you would love me tender

instead you kidnapped my heart

found the sharpest knife you could find

then began stabbing it repeatedly

with a force of nature so fierce

that the source was untraceable

the security and comfort I once saw

within your eyes has now vanished

only to be replaced by

something entirely unknown

sending me spiraling into a coma

flooded with nightmares

plagued by the demons of your past

darling I hate to do this

but I no longer want any part

of your childish games

I'm sorry,

I'm gone...