Release

It's nearly 4 am and still I lie awake in my bed
Because I can't seem to get you out of my head
Reminiscing over love that's been long since dead
Refusing to believe that all tears were lies being shed
I know what's real and what I felt was the definition
Don't mean to engage in this unnecessary repetition
But I feel like you don't hear me as if it is all just fiction
My purpose is for you to feel it and that's my only mission
'Cause I love you more than you could possibly ever know
In the bitter coldness of the dark you made my heart glow
And still I feel that same feeling as I'm constructing this flow
This wind of inspiration I won't stand by and just let it blow
Quickly past my shoulder in the simple blink of an eye
That's like losing you and if I ever lost you I would cry
You made me feel like I was strong and indestructible
I thought it'd last forever never thought it'd be deductible
Not trying to be weird but I won't keep my emotions bottled
It's time to rev up the engine blow them all out full throttle
Tell me is it my fate? Am I the one who has been chosen?
My heart feels likes it been blown up by TNT beyond broken
Forgive my anger and hostility I'm finished for I've now spoken